you may say im a dreamer, but im not the only one

my heart is reserverd for my soulmate.

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Venting.

How much more rude will you continue be to me? What more hurtful and disrespectful things are you bottling up inside to spill at me?

I have been honest to you and my mom. I’ve confessed who I truly am Ive opened up and started off on a clean slate. Which most teenagers still can’t do. I try and be respectful by always telling you where I am going with Jane and you come back with the most hurtful responses.

Not only that, but you want to kick me out because I could be a bad influence on my siblings? Really? I’m not going to be feeding them lesbian cheerios and whispering gay secrets in their ears.

All I’m searching for from you is your love. The acceptance you told me you had from me a month ago. It’s clear that was a complete lie.

And when I come to you asking for help because I’ve had stomach flu you argue with me for an hour and accuse me of being belimic. I’m sorry but you are going crazy. You are pushing me away with all your quick remarks and rude comments.

No, I am not pretending to be happy. Why would I come out and put myself thru all of this if I wasn’t confident of who I am and the relationship I am in.

No matter how much you put me thru and how much you make me cry, I will always love you. I will always be here I will support you when you get old. I will always be your daughter. I just hope that one day you will be able to accept me as I am.